It was about a month ago, when i finally rapped up the junk story Mixtape, and pushed A extremely negative force out my life, that i saw this random facebook profile. It was of a really cute girl. I added her with out bating an eye, As the song goes little did i know.....
We started talking and a felt a real connection a feeling that was honest to god amazing.
now in the re-recording of music i find myself at a lost for the proper emotions to express, my life has been pretty leveled and exciting, but that doesn’t always translate in to great music.
So i began to search my soul for any left over hatred or depression i may have felt from the past, and shockingly there was nothing to speak of, which then meant music could not be produced in that past mind set. This is normal, At least for me in creating music. So i figured ill take a break and focus on enjoying life, That’s when things began to get complicated.
Now the random face book profile belonged to a girl, we will call her "ninja", talking to and seeing her, i got that familiar itch. And i found my self-recording more and my writing and expression going to places i could never imagine before i met her. I found my muse, and it makes my heart swell to the point of no return, To say such things.
Not saying im in love or anything extreme like that, the artist in my heart has just been awoken again. This feeling is beyond amazing.
Ill attach my crown jewel in my songs about this muse, since she lives out on long island, Its titled L.I.R.R. for the rail road one of us takes every week.
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